Sunday, November 6, 2011
I had originally planned to call this entry "Double Life" and to talk about how I felt bad about writing publically about the people I care about, but my feelings have changed so I decided to use the same picture but to discuss a different topic.
I feel that the more and more time Jason and I spend time together, the more we become like the same person. I've thought from the beginning that we were a lot alike, but now I see that so much more clearly.
Not only do we finish each others sentences and begin talking about what the other is thinking about, but we also see things the same way. Last night we were walking and there was a leaf on the ground thought caught both of our eyes. I started laughing, because to me it looked like a taco. At the same time he said "I thought it was a taco". It was really funny, but also startling knowing that we thought of the same thing.
I planned to make this entry longer but since it has taken me a few days to progress any, I thought I'd go ahead and share with you what happened tonight. Probably the most amazing thing that has happened to me ever.
We were lying at the pier like normal after eating, but we were both complaining about how cold it was. He jokingly asked why couldn't I be a heater to warm him. I joked back but didn't pay it any attention. About 15 minutes later he said "I'm going to steal your warmth" and he scooted a little closer to me. So I suggested we lay with our arms touching so we can transfer the warmth between us. Well sooner or later he mentioned that his legs were shivering, so I took the initiative and said "well maybe we can do the same thing with our legs". But instead of him laying his leg beside mine, he put it on top, and I put my other leg on top of his. At this point I was on my side. He continued to shiver, so I put my arm on his shoulder and laid my head against it. After a while we got to talking about his hand being cold, he brushed it across my face for me to feel how cold it was, so I told him I could hold it if he wanted. So we did. We reckoned that it wouldn't matter since we were already doing so much other "inappropriate" things. We laid this way for about 30 minutes, although I could have done it all night. But he had homework to do so we decided to leave. But while walking I suggested we continue to keep each other warm, so we interlocked arms until we got to where we were around people, then we stopped.
This was the most I have EVER been in contact with someone, other than maybe wrestling with Mikey, but that wasn't as intimate. I really hope this becomes a regular thing, but I also don't want to pressure him into thinking that it's all I want to do. I'm happy with our usual walks and sits at the pier, but this makes it even more interesting. I became aroused several times tonight, but I made sure not to let him know.
Anyways, I wanted to share this with you now because it has made my entire weekend to much better despite big roommate issues. I won't get into those now, but all you have to do is check out my Twitter and you will see all that I have went through.
I will let you know as soon as anything else happens with Jason. I couldn't have asked for a more perfect night.
Posted by Tristan Skyler at 9:46 PM