(This was originally a black and white photo. Yes, be jealous of my editing skills.)
So this entry is somewhat of a mix between a daily update and a specialized topic. But whichever the case, it involves some interaction from you guys. I would prefer if you commented on the entry, but if for whatever reason you don't feel comfortable, you can always email me at Tristan@TristanTalks.com
I went to my first Gay-Straight Alliance (GSA) meeting on Thursday. There was no way I was going alone, so I met up with my friend Howie (who is gay) and went with him. I was a little nervous, not knowing what to expect since we didn't have one in high school, but I figured it would be a good place to meet cool friends... and cute guys.
When we first got there we were led upstairs by a couple girls who were sitting outside the house the meeting was taking place at. Once in the room, there was a semicircle of chairs, which were almost all taken. We were welcomed by what appeared to be one of the most attractive guys I have seen in college (aside from Lyle). He had the appearance of a 13-year-old boy. Smooth skin, short hair, deep voice, boobs. Wait...what?? Yep, it turns out the leader of the GSA is actually a girl. A 20-year-old lesbian to be exact. But wow. If she got a boob job (to remove them) she could pass as a younger boy any day.
If you haven't figured it out yet, the picture for this entry is of a Dutch model named Kim Noorda. It's a chick.
So my dilemma is, is it wrong for me to find her attractive? Does it make me bi? Straight? To be honest I wouldn't mind dating her (other than the fact that she's into other girls). She obviously lowers her voice on purpose, but she sounds like a boy just beginning puberty, where it's still high but has a deeper pitch. Like Mikey's when I first met him, and still somewhat today.
Let me know what you think about this. Am I attracted to boyish looks instead of men? If so, does that make me neither gay or straight?
- Tristan (or Trista for all you know)