Sunday, July 31, 2011

Mother Madness

Sorry for going so long without an update. It was in part due to my laziness but also due to the fact that I've been spending so much time with Mikey. Last time I mentioned that we wrestled and how it almost seemed sexual. Well the wrestling has continued every day since (and yes I mean every day, because we were together somehow each day, his house or mine). But it hasn't been as sexual as the first time. Every time he does it, he tries to get me in a headlock between his legs and holds me there. The first time this happened he had to have held me in it for an hour and a half. It's pretty much impossible to get out of the way he does it. The only plus side about it is being between his legs. But after that I pretty much told him to never do it again, yet he still tries. But I do everything I can to resist. One day his mom came in and told us to stop because we were making too much noise.

The times that we haven't been wrestling we've been watching videos in his bed together. I enjoy these moments because of the closeness. He put his head on my shoulder Friday while doing so but then quickly took it away because he realized "this is gay", but I told him it wasn't. I know he realizes that we are close because every time he hears someone walking towards his room he scoots away from me.

But other than the wrestling and the close moments, not much has really happened between us, good or bad. He has been calling me every day though and we talk several times throughout the day, even days when we hung out together. He's always the one who makes the calls, so my only interpretation of this is that he likes talking to me. Most of the calls begin with him saying "Whatsup? I'm bored". He has woken me up two times this week, but I didn't mind either of them.

What I really wanted to talk about today I didn't figure out until about 1am last night.

Apparently his mom wasn't too happy with me yesterday. First off, she thought it was rude that I didn't say hi to her when I got there. This was the one thing that bothered me the most. She was right, I didn't. But only because when I entered the house with Mikey, she was working on her laptop and his dad was texting someone. Neither of them looked up at me or said anything, so I felt like saying anything would be interrupting. I wasn't trying to be rude at all, if anyone was being ignored it was me, not her. I don't know, I guess I'm just really sensitive about stuff like that. I've been aiming to impress his parents from the beginning. She was mainly upset at Mikey for giving her an attitude when he has friends over, which I understand, but the fact that she told him that she was upset with me is what hurt the most. I partly blame Mikey, because she had asked him when I was leaving at 11pm and he said by midnight, but I didn't decide to leave until 12:45. I had been at his house for about 11 hours at that point. He told me as I was leaving that his mom was pissed because he told her I was leaving at midnight. Which he failed to tell me. Heck, if I had known that at 11 she was asking when I was leaving I would have left then. I don't like people being mad at me.

I don't know what's to come between Mikey and I these next two weeks before I go off to school. I'm hoping the mom issue is resolved soon though. I want to really know that he will miss me and will stay connected when I'm gone.

As for the blog, I plan to continue it even when I go. Not sure how active I will be at first with updating, It may be harder than I think to keep it private living with 2 other guys. Would you guys still want to read when I go away? There will be new experiences and such. Almost like the 3rd episode in the series (the first being from my old blog in 11th grade that I imported).

I was almost bored enough to start turning this blog into a screenplay for a future film I may make later down the road. That would probably be way too risky though. But if anyone wants to turn my life into a movie, go right ahead!


1 comment:

  1. I love your idea of writing a screenplay (or novel). Do it! Its not risky. Part of the skill of writing is 'changing the names to protect the innocent' LOL

    Please keep writing while at college. I'm very curious what its like for a gay freshman having to live with 2 new guys ;) As you probably know, college is the best opportunity for sexual experimentation, and many gay (and straight) guys have their first experience in college. So please write on!

    I hope you realize you have a special friendship with Mikey. His Mom is jealous. Just be polite. No matter what happens next, you have nurtured a beautiful friendship that will give you wonderful memories for a lifetime.