First off, I'd like to thank you guys for your comments and emails. I am working on getting a system set up where I can respond and u can write me personally. I've kind of ran out of gmail accounts (my favorite service to use) because of the stupid phone verification thing. So yeah, I'll work on getting a new email ASAP.
Prom went great, but would have been way more fun with a date. After prom I decided not to go to my friend's afterparty because I had rehearsal in the morning and was really tired.
Lots of progress with Mikey. We have been texting every day since around last Thursday for hours upon hours. Sadly, I'm positive he's straight now. He was in a one week relationship with this girl, but he broke up with her because it was "awkward". I won't get into it because I don't know the details and that's his business, but I will tell you what's been going on between he and I.
A group of his freshmen friends decided to come up with this stupid group and make videos together. They chose me to be their videographer. Anyways, this is a great thing for me because 1) I'll get to hang out with Mikey more often, probably over the summer as well, and 2) I'll get to meet a new group of cute 9th graders. Win-win situation for me lol.
One interesting thing happened Saturday night. I was texting Mikey while at a friend's house. I got a little carried away in our conversation, and admitted to him that I used to have a crush on him. Unfortunately, he took it the wrong way and told me it weirded him out a little. I responded trying to explain myself but he went to bed. CRAP! It ruined my night because I couldn't get over how stupid it was of me to say that.
Anyways, the next morning I woke to a text from him about our group thing, I got to talking and then told him I'd send him a message on Facebook explaining what I said last night. So I did...
So like I said, I felt like I needed to clear up some things from yesterday. I shouldn't have told you to begin with but I was just caught up in the moment of everything.
First off, nothing about you made me think you were gay. Actually, it was more the opposite. Everything pointed to you being straight but I kept holding on to the possibility that you might be (that happens with me a lot).
It all started at the first ______ club meeting of the school year and I saw you. I didn't know your name or anything but I wanted to. After the meeting Mrs. ________ was talking about "all the handsome new guys we have this year" and she pulled out a list of you guys and pointed to your name. Anyways, I didn't really get to know you until you started ushering for shows and I tried to talk to you as much as I could. I think _________ said something about him thinking you were gay (Idk why) so that kind of increased my wanting to get to know you, if that makes sense lol.
But anyways, after we started messaging and talking in person I realized that you probably weren't gay so I moved on from that. Sure, I mean I still liked you for a while but I didn't try to make you like me. Anyways, in the last month or so I haven't thought of you like that at all since we're friends now. So please don't worry about me liking you or whatever, because I don't anymore now that I'm certain you are straight. And I really am happy that you have a girlfriend.
Just wanted to clear some things up, and sorry for weirding you out yesterday. Hopefully this makes you feel better. If not... tell me what I can do that will.
So yeah, after him telling me he had to delete it so his mom wouldn't read it,he seemed okay. The weird thing is, he got a lot more talkative to me than ever before right after that. Today we talked about music, him breaking up with his GF, and "cheese milk grenade to the moon where the elves live" (his words, not mine).
So yeah, thats a quick little update about the Mikey situation. Honestly, I'm happy with how things turned out. Now he knows I liked him so if the magical gay fairy decided to visit him he knows who is already interested haha.
Goodnight, and thanks for reading.