Sorry I haven't updated in a while. Been really busy with finishing out my senior year. Thank you for all your comments.
So to sum things up, I joined this group of freshman (including Mikey) to make videos together. We've met several times at Mikey's house to film and have been having a blast. I've gotten to really know him, and have went out to eat with just him several times. Even got in bed with him! Okay, maybe it was just to film a scene but hey, I enjoyed sitting on top of his legs while he was under the covers.
We've gotten really comfortable around each other and I like that. A few interesting things have happened worth mentioning though.
1) After the other guys left and I was at his house alone with him, he attempted to teach me a secret handshake. But the thing is, he couldn't remember how it went. So he grabbed my hand and kept trying it over and over until he just stopped to think about it. While still holding my hand. This lasted about 15 seconds. It could have been meaningless, but it sure felt right.
2) This one is smaller, but one day at his house he brushed against my butt 3 times. Could have been by accident, but 3 times...really?
Other than that, his drama class has been performing their class plays. Last night I took Mikey to school and fter the show he and I went out to eat. We were having a good time until he said I was being weird and awkward and seemed mad. To be honest, I felt fine. I made up the excuse that it was because it was my last full day of high school that it left me in a strange mood. But after that, I tried to cheer myself up and seem more peppy for him.
Then there was today...
I picked him up at his house like I did yesterday but when he got in the car he seemed upset. He told me he had gotten in an argument with his mom and couldn't go out to eat afterwards. Other than that, he was silent the rest of the trip. When we got to school he seemed better and it was a lot like yesterday. During the show I texted him about a plan to get his parents to let him go. After the show I met him in the lobby and told him good job and stuff. But he seemed really depressed. Said his performance sucked even though I strongly disagreed. Then his mom came up to him and congratulated him and stuff. Mikey wouldn't look at her and kept giving short answers. She told him he could go out to eat but that didn't seem to change his mood. She said her and his "dad" might go with us but sit at a different table. I said that I thought that was fine, but Mikey gave me a "Really?" look. I figured maybe that wasn't the best thing to say, but I was trying to help the situation by keeping her happy. She asked him for a hug but he gave a puny one and walked away. I felt bad for his mom. I mean, I understand they argued about something but that shouldn't be enough for him to treat her like that.
Anyways, Mikey's other friend wanted me to drop him off at the middle school after the show because he wasn't hungry. Mikey and I were still planning on going out to eat until we got there and he said he was going to. I told him he couldn't cause I told his mom I was taking him home. Then he stepped out of my car, called her, and then shut the door without saying bye and walked away.
I really don't know what's up. But I'm really worried for him, especially since his friend is only going to the event at the middle school to meet up with girls hes had sex with before. Idk, I just don't like it. I told Mikey to text me when he gets home so I'm really hoping he does because I REALLY need to ask "whats up with you?". I have been in this really weird/worried mood since I dropped him off. Something isn't right and I want to get to the bottom of it. I love him too much to see him suffer.