Saturday, April 16, 2011

Nobody's Perfect (Except Mikey)

Yeah, I know, I know. I said I would post Friday but I didn't have time. Shoot me. No please don't, cause then I won't be able to see how things will go with Mikey.

Thursday night I posted an update soon after the entry. I discovered that it was my fault that Mikey hadn't replied because well... he did. But stupid Facebook didn't alert me.

Anyways, Friday was pretty normal. I still didn't text Mikey though. I planned to wait for him to text me first. I went to the school talent show with my friend. There were only about 25 other people in the audience... including Mikey. I tried to pretend like I didn't see him though. Mainly because I felt awkward knowing that he knew so much about me, plus my friend knew that I liked him and I didn't want her to see him.

Out of the corner of my eye I saw him looking in my direction, and at one point I think he even called my name, but I wasn't sure so I didn't look. Then, my friend decided to ditch me half way through the show to have dinner with her ex-boyfriend (long story, not worth my time). This made the situation even weirder. There I was, sitting alone like a loser, with Mikey in the far left section of the Auditorium. When the show was over I went up and congratulated my friend (who is his best friend) that was in it. I conveniently waited until Mikey was done before I went to him. And I made eye contact with Mikey once right before I left. Neither of us said anything though. I'm assuming it was just as awkward for him since he now knew I was gay.

Later that night after I got home, he texted me that he saw me there. We talked a little about the acts and then he said he was watching a movie. I told him to text me when it was over, but that never happened.

This morning I was woken by my phone receiving a text. It was Mikey, apologizing for falling asleep. I went back to sleep and responded around 11am. We texted back and forth about 4 times but that was it for the day. I sent one saying "We should hang out sometime during spring break". He never responded. I'm not too upset though. Last time I got that way it was pointless.

I will probably text him tomorrow, just to see if he will respond.

I'm addicted to him, I know. I can't think straight because he keeps crossing my mind. I hate getting this obsessive over boys but I can't help it. I become their ultimate fan during times like this.

I'll keep ya updated.

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