Wednesday, September 22, 2010

It All Happens So Quickly...

Wow... so much has happened since my last entry. It's late so I'm gonna get straight to the point.

I've been talking to Duncan on several occasions. Nothing really in depth but way further than I ever got with Blake. I still don't know if he's gay but I really don't care. I want to be his friend. He's cute and seems to be down on himself a lot. I am working on changing that. Not the cute part, I like that. Like today, they made an announcement that I didn't hear because I was working on something in another room and I came to him and asked what it said. Then I said "Thanks" after he told me. I want to make him feel important and that he is helpful. Actually he was the first person I saw but I wanted to talk to him more than anyone.

But wait, there's more....

Remember Lilly from Season One of Tristan Talks (lol)? Well I'm in a play with her, and she knows I like her. So what happened was.....

I posted a status on Facebook saying "You have no idea how much I'm into you" referring to Duncan. The next day at rehearsal, Lilly along with 2 other girls who I'm good friends with were like "so... I saw your status". Then they kept begging me for info and I told them that it was actually 2 people. They continued bugging me about it at home on Facebook so I was just like "Lilly, text me". I explained to her that I was physically attracted to guys but really wanted a serious relationship with a girl. I told her the status was about Duncan, but I told her I'm also into someone else. "Is it me?" "Yes". Since then we've been texting and talking more at rehearsal. I still don't know if she likes me back but she said that no guy has ever told her that they like her before so it made me feel kind of special. I sat with her at the pep rally last Friday on the junior side of the gym instead of the senior. I don't know though. I mean she knows I'm into guys and I would think she's the type that is grossed out by that but maybe not. We will see how it goes...

There is this new friend who is also from drama who I've really opened up to. She's extremely accepting and now knows everything about me, Duncan, and Lilly. Her name is Storey. But anyways, you may hear me mention her in the future.

I'm so tired so I'm gonna get to bed. Just thought I would update you on what's going on. Thanks for your comments and emails, I'll respond to them as soon as I get a chance.

Love you guys,

1 comment:

  1. Why can't life just be simple and straightforward? You seem happier tho.