Sunday, September 5, 2010

Blogging Without a Cause

Since there were no responses to my last entry I take it to assume that no one reads this blog. That or you read part of it then leave. But then again, this is more personal for me so I could care less if anyone reads it or not. But if you do I really appreciate it and your responses are welcomed.

School has been in for a little over 2 weeks. I'm starting to make 3 or 4 new friends but mostly I'm sticking with the ones I already know. I was cast in an after school play which consumes a lot of my time but I enjoy doing it because I'm with the people I love. There is this one freshman boy in the show (he's doing tech) who doesn't seem to know anyone and sits by himself most of the time. Last rehearsal I took a risk and said hi to him and told him I did tech for the last play we did. I'm not one to speak to random people but I want to be his friend so if he wasn't going to make the first move, I was. No, I don't think he is THAT cute but I'd be interested in getting to know him. His name is Justin.

As for Duncan... I added him on Facebook and tried chatting with him once but he had to go about 5 messages into the conversation. He seems like a really cool guy but I have yet to speak to him in person. I'm hoping we get grouped together soon. I also mentioned Andrew, who is in the same class as Duncan. I have spoken with him several times and Friday he said hey to me when I got there. He's definitely older than I'm usually into but he is really hot. Too bad he isn't that smart and doesn't show any signs of being gay. As for Duncan, he is extremely smart. And I wouldn't doubt it if he was gay or bi. Then again I don't know him. I'm looking for more of a friendship right now than anything.

I'm going on my first campout with scouts in about 6 months next weekend. I really missed being with my friends but now they aren't really that close minus Ron. We still talk a lot and went to the movies together yesterday. No worries, he's still straight. But I like hanging out with him because he's accepting of me and he's open about his feelings. I think spending this time together will help us grow closer. I just wish I had someone I could talk to about being gay who actually understands. I need gay more gay friends. Alejandro is too immature and Clint doesn't seem to be looking for anything more than a sexual partner. I'll pass.

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1 comment:

  1. just to let you know that people do read this. =))