Friday, April 9, 2010

I Can't Escape!

We went on vacation to the mountains this week. It was a great trip and I enjoyed spending it with my family. However, there was one guy on my mind more than anyone all week, his name was, obviously, Blake.

I dreamed about him Wednesday night. I don't remember much of it but it involved me getting close to my first block teacher and he somehow fell into it. I hadn't really thought about him too much up until that point but after that my mind was on him all day Thursday. I really miss him. And I am almost certain that he has not even considered me at all this week (or ever). I look forward to school only to see him, even if he doesn't even look at me. I know, this sounds like it was written by a 12 year old girl, but it's really how I feel about him. I'd like to just not think about him, but somehow he keeps coming back into my mind.

The thing with Ron has cleared up and we talked for hours this week combined. I will be spending all day with him tomorrow at the amusement park with scouts. Too bad his brother will be in our group, I would rather it just be me and him. But maybe it will keep me from saying too much. I seem to be his go-to guy for support and relationship advice for girls, and you and I both no I have no experience nor interest in the field of study.

If anything interesting happens tomorrow, I'll let you know. Until then, this has been another obsession entry from yours truly...

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