Am I gonna fit in?
This weekend I had a competition for Drama. It's something I've been looking forward to for a long time. I am not going to go into detail about the competition, but I'll get to the part you're all waiting for....the hot guys.
WOW! Who knew there were so many cute guys into theatre. I couldn't keep my eyes off of some of them that were on campus. There is one guy in my group that is kind of cute, but I like him for his personality more than his looks. The first time I got a good look at some cute guys was in the dressing room after our group performed. Even better, one of the guys I knew from online (we had discussed earlier about meeting up) was there and he was even cuter in person. All of the guys in there had on stage makeup and looked twice as hot. There was this one guy there that looked kind of like Blake, and I don't know why but I caught myself looking at him a lot. He wasn't even that cute. But the thing I liked about him was that he either wore makeup all weekend or his skin was naturally perfect.
Now for the gay guys. There were so many flamboyant guys there. But none of them I found to be attractive. Plus I don't really like guys who are overly "gay". By that I mean the guys that go around talking like "Oh em geee! She is just sooooo gorgeous! She's my BFFFFF". Yeah, I know guys that really talk like that. But there was this one guy there that I kept glancing at that I was pretty sure was gay. He combed his hair over and his face wasn't perfect, but his eyes were beautiful. His voice was sexy, like Blake's. I never talked to him, and only made eye contact with him once, but I enjoyed staring at him.
At one point my friend was talking about a hot guy in a play. I was making fun of her for it and she was like "Come on, it's not like you don't think about attractive girls in plays" and I was like "Not really...." and then she said "Or attractive guys". Then I quickly changed the subject. It was really awkward but at the time I really didn't care if she knew. But then I thought about how she was friends with Lilly and I didn't want her to find out I was the least bit interested in guys. I just wish I had someone with me on that trip that knew my secret and I could talk to about the cute guys.
At the end of class today, Blake came and stood beside me. It might have been because I was beside the door but he did look at me and I looked back. He didn't say anything though. I enjoyed the short moment we shared though. God, I'm so obsessed with him.
Until next time (hopefully something worth writing about will come up soon),